Dear God, Hear My Cries

You say fear not, for I am with you
But I've been alone for days on end
Bleached white walls surround but never give
In my current state I stop believing in you,
In me, in everything I once had
I relinquish, I offer to the universe
Everything you created for me
Hemispheres are dead weight
On the blades of my shoulders
And my legs quiver under their truth
I cannot take this any longer
Take it back, I opt out
I am truly not your strongest soldier
I cannot bear this quest, this trial by fire
Let me out, I give up
You lied to me, did you not